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The first day of physical therapy is done, and done. Was it successful? Well, that is yet to be seen.
I really had no idea what to expect going in. I came in and met my physical therapist, which thankfully, is a woman. I know, I know, I’m 21 years old and mature enough to handle having a male physical therapist but well, I’m just more comfortable with a woman. Because let’s be real, I don’t care how old and mature you are, telling a man that you are having groin pain and having him touch said area is just a tad bit awkward no matter how professional the situation is. In any case, we met, discussed my situation, I explained the injury and how it happened, and then she showed me the steps we will take. We are going to get me off crutches first, obviously. She said this may take as little as 2 weeks, depending on how my body reacts to the PT. And we will do it slowly, probably going from 2 crutches (my current situation) to 1 crutch to finally no crutches. And then, we will work on getting my life back to normal so that I can go about my daily routines without pain, which will finally allow me to go back to work. And THEN, once I am finally healed from my injury, we will work on getting me back to running.
Now, I just want to say this, after 4 months of this, running is the last thing from my mind. YES, I love it and yes I want to run again one day. But my concern right now is to get off of crutches and get back to a normal life, without pain. Then, I want to try out other kinds of exercise like hot yoga, biking, swimming, etc. And then, I will slowly add running back to my life. I have learned through this injury how HARD running is on the body, both physically and mentally. It is addicting and can consume your life. And can push you beyond your limits because we all know how stubborn us runners can be. And frankly, as much as I love running, I refuse to do this to my body again. If I never can get back to running like I was, if I can only exercise in other ways, I will be happy. I can’t believe that I am saying this but it’s true – running is not everything. Running is NOT worth injuring yourself. If I have to stick to the elliptical for the rest of my life, so be it. Running will NOT consume me again. If I can find healthy relationship with it one day, then I will welcome it back with open arms. But I won’t allow myself to put it above everything else in my life, never again.
Anywho, after that we started working on exercises. Very light exercises that is. I won’t bore you with details but I did leg strengthening moves while lying down and also arm strengthening moves on a stability ball, which also helps strengthen my core. But my favorite part was the cardio. Yes, cardio. Via a machine that only works your arms. I have no idea what it was called but it’s this thing where you sit and your feet and legs are stationary and you use your arms, it’s the motion of what your legs do on a bike only using your arms. So it’s a perfect way to get in cardio for someone who can’t use their legs, for whatever reason. I only did 10 minutes but it was amazing! My therapist said that she was shocked and amazed (in a good way) that it didn’t hardly raise my heart rate or make me out of breath, meaning that my aerobic endurance is STILL good, after all this time. I’m not sure how, but I’m extremely happy about that. I’m supposed to do the strengthening exercises 2 times a day (it only takes about 10 minutes). And yes, I was sore afterwards. But she said that it was completely normal and expected. I am supposed to ice the area after each time I do my PT moves and I can ice every hour if needed. So, I am glad that it’s normal that I would be hurting afterwards. Because I am. But not incredibly badly, as of yet (knock on wood). I will be attending PT sessions 2 times a week until the end of May, at which time we will see where we need to go from there.
I’m sure that was more than you ever wanted to know and I promise, I won’t share this much information after each PT session. But since today was the first day and this blog IS all about my injury, I felt it was appropriate 🙂 Thank you all for the well wishes and the prayers (again)! I appreciate them SO much and I know that it makes a difference. I love you all! And to all of my new readers, welcome!!!
I had a delicious bowl of yogurty-fruity-cereal-almond butter goodness for breakfast.. ha, how’s that for a long name?!
It had Quaker Oatmeal Squares, which by the way, are delicious. If you have problems finding a cereal that fills you up and keeps you satisfied like oats, give these babies a try. They are amazingly delicious with a hint of Maple sweetness 🙂
As well as some fresh blueberries…
And 1/2 of a banana with almond butter
And yogurt, of course.
All stirred together, you have this bowl of almond butter yogurty goodness. Definitely one of my favorite warm weather breakfasts!
I had lunch on-the-go because my PT appointment is at 1:30, when I usually eat lunch. I made a Strawberry Chocolate Bomb that had:
- frozen strawberries
- yogurt
- crushed ice
- Jay Robb’s chocolate protein powder
- splash of milk
Simple but delicious!
And I also had this bar that Freya sent me over from England.
Sounds great doesn’t it?
And check out these ingredients, awesome!
I had half before my PT and half after.
I also had an apple with some almond butter once home but it seems that my camera at the picture 😦
My camera has been acting strange the past couple of days, fingers crossed that it doesn’t die on me!
My mom and I had a delicious but easy dinner.
A Quorn Chik’n patty, sweet potato fries, and roasted zuchinni.
The sweet potato fries were seasoned with flax, cinnamon, and salt and cooked low and slow.
I’ve been putting the oven to good use of late!!!
I had a bowl of chocolate ice cream and 2 squares of dark chocolate dipped in peanut butter for dessert. And then some popcorn while I watched a movie with my parents.. what is it about popcorn that makes it SO addicting!!!!! By the way, we watched The Men Who Stare at Goats with George Clooney. I love you George but this movie was not the best, I’m not even sure what the whole point of it quite was… I’m thinking it has this some deep underlying political message but that is WAY over my head. The Friday night movie with the parents is becoming a tradition, methinks. But this time next week I will be in Gatlinburg, TN… woo hoo!!!
Have a great night!! And a fabulous weekend!
Love,
Jess
"Every time I’ve done something that doesn’t feel right, it’s ended up not being right." – Mario Cuomo
beardsandbellies said:
Hope your healing goes well! When I was 21 I looked at my dad and all his brothers, every one a collegiate athlete and every one with at least one artificial joint by 50, and said to hell with that. There are still plenty of ways to push yourself that are better for your bones and joints, and to still keep that competetive spirit alive. Seeing them, men known for their athleticism, shuffling along in pain beginning in their late 30’s, rendered immobile by their late 50’s, was a wake up call for me to listen to my body saying, “Yeah, this isn’t a good pain.” Get well.
theprocessofhealing said:
Exactly, I feel the same way!!! Not even running is worth killing your body!
Heather said:
it sounds like PT went well today! that’s really encouraging for me to hear since i’ll probably be starting next week with mine! i’m kinda nervous, but i’m just hoping that it helps me heal better/faster. i’ve been wondering about that movie too, btw, and will likely not rent it now. seemed kinda weird to begin with and i bet i wouldn’t like it 🙂
hope your weekend is amazing girl!
theprocessofhealing said:
You’ll do great! I think you’ll have a much easier time than me because you have less of a ways to go. Good luck!!!
Jenny said:
I love that quote!! Did you see it on Twitter earlier?
theprocessofhealing said:
I did indeed 🙂
Katie said:
I totally hear everything you said on this post about running and just appreciating how much all you want right now is to get back to a normal life. With my nerve pain/disorder that has been going on for nine months now, I can truly say that I feel the same. I miss running, yes, but mostly I miss walking my dogs, being able to get around the house without pain, being able to go to a baseball game with friends and be able to walk to my seat in the stands, etc. Like you, I love running but know I have pushed myself too hard with it in the past (getting addicted to it – a very hard thing for me to admit even now). When you are able, I really recommend swimming – I can only swim with my arms and can’t kick still but it’s really refreshing and something about it being so different from running just let’s me not pressure myself too much with how fast or long I go. Good luck with the PT and sorry so long!
theprocessofhealing said:
Precisely my thoughts!!! It’s amazing how much you take for granted when all is well and what you realize when everything is taken from you. I wish you the best as well!!!!
midgetkeeper said:
I’m glad to hear PT went well. Hope you had a great weekend!
kbwood said:
Hey sweetheart!! Ahh I am glad that PT went well!! you are SO POSITIVE! YOU deserve to be rewarded for that, much more than me!! 🙂 love that DINNER.. i had sweet taters tonight too!
theprocessofhealing said:
Thank you girl! Coming from you, that means a LOT!
Kelsey said:
slowly but surely everything will come back into balance ❤
ps. i think im TOO in love with your food 🙂
Sarah said:
That is so good that you realise running is not everything, and that if worst came to the worst, you can always find other fulfilling things to do. Having said that, I’m sure things will work out, and your PT sounds promising 🙂
Sarah x
britchickruns said:
I’m glad your session went well – it actually sounds quite fun!! I think you should write about it as much as you want cos a) it’s interesting and b) as you say, that’s what your blog is about!!
I would feel 10x better with a woman too – I don’t even like male doctors, regardless of the problem :s I think I might have ‘male/father issues’!!
Love xoxox
theprocessofhealing said:
Haha I feel you on the male issues girl!
healthyexposures said:
Sounds like things went great yesterday – good for you!! That’s awesome, and sounds like you and your doctor are both optimistic.
It was great to read that you have come to the realization that running isn’t everything if it’s going to hurt your body. It’s so easy to forget about what’s best for us, and instead just get our heads wrapped around what we love. Unfortunately, the two things don’t always go hand in hand
The eats look great! Would lovee some fresh blueberries – I have to wait until I can pick them, though – otherwise I devour them all in less than a day, and they’re too expensive! haha.
Glad to hear about your fun night. Hope you have a great day, girl!
theprocessofhealing said:
Good point, what we love is often something that is not good for us. It stinks but some things are more important 🙂
Anna @ Newlywed, Newly Veg said:
Sounds like it went well!! You are so right– running is NOT everything, and I think the fact that your number one concern is simply healing your body and not even worrying about running again is awesome!!!
Sarena (The Non-Dairy Queen) said:
I totally did not get that movie…too strange and I normally like strange. Love quaker oat squares…so good! I am glad the PT went well. I always find it so amazing how much aerobic activity your arms create! I am so happy that you are on the road to recovery! Have a great weekend!
Simply Life said:
Those sweet potato fries look great!
Amy @ Second City Randomness said:
I have a male gyno. And yeah, it’s awkward at times- so I get your relief to have a female PT. 🙂
And I think the crosstraining and switching up workouts has really helped me. I used to be strictly running. Which is great- but there are so many more things your body can do to stay healthy! Sometimes I have to remind myself of that…
Have a great weekend, lovely lady!
theprocessofhealing said:
Oh wow, I can’t imagine having a male gyno! I can imagine the awkwardness…
highonhealthy said:
I don’t think you wrote too much at all. It’s interesting to see what the doctor’s will have you doing to get you back to being pain-free and active. So far it sounds like things are going to go well and I can’t wait to see what happens when you get rid of those crutches!
Haha.. I actually liked the Men Who Stare at Goats but most other people who watch it aren’t quite sure what to think. But if there was a political message then I totally missed out on understanding what it was.
theprocessofhealing said:
I’m glad you liked the movie! It’s different. I can appreciate it but it’s just for me. haha when I get off these crutches, I am going to go CRAZY!!! But in a good, restrained way lol
Amanda @ . seek . said:
I’m really happy to hear that your first PT appointment went well, hun, but you know what makes me even more happy? Hearing you say you just want a normal life back and that running is the last thing on your mind right now.
You’ve said before that you believe everything happens for a reason, and I completely agree with you there. Perhaps your injury was a blessing in disguise. Perhaps it was the only way to get you to see that you became too addicted to something that could have potentially ended up leading you down a harmful path. Your injury seems to have allowed you to put things into perspective, and maybe that was the lesson God had in mind 🙂
theprocessofhealing said:
I completely agree Amanda. Many things have happened through this injury that are very apparent to me to be God speaking to me and showing me things, one of which that there is MORE to life than running. And when I put something before him, like running, it’s not going to end well. And I am NEVER going to do that again.
gateauxbellehelene said:
I know what you mean about male doctors…..obviously it’s not a big deal but for some reason I feel more comfortable with female ones. Actually I’ve just changed my hairdresser from a male to a female! I’m so pleased that you are still fit even though you haven’t been able to do any physical activity. I bet that made you feel a bit better.
Those bars are so nice. I looove Dorset cereals. What a great pressie!
theprocessofhealing said:
Oh yes, it made me very happy that I haven’t lost every bit of endurance that I had 🙂
eatmovelove said:
I hope your PT experience is good.
I’m a PT and not happy in my job.
YOur attitude is great 🙂 though about your injury.
HAve you tried Quaker Maple & Brown Sugar Squares – sooo good.
I LOVE that quote at the end…people are always saying even if something doesn’t feel right – that I should go for it anyways and try it…or whatever…but honestly, I think bottom line we put too much emphasis on stuff like that…I think if something was Right – then you should feel more excitement and certainty – or at least that your willing to take the risk – versus completely stressed and nervous.
Stacey@http://stacey-healthylife.blogspot.com/ said:
Wow those bars from England look delicious and I love the ingredients.
Gracie @ Girl Meets Health said:
It sounds like today’s PT was a really great stepping-stone for you and your recovery. You have such a healthy mindset when it comes to your injury! I’m so glad to hear that you’re not going to rush back in to running because I want babygirl to stay nice and healthy 😀 And it’s actually really exciting that you can take this opportunity to experiment with new forms of exercise. If you’re anything like me, you’re going to LOVE yoga! I’ve yet to try hot yoga though, which I’m dying to do at some point!
Have a great weekend, love! xoxo G
theprocessofhealing said:
I can’t wait to try yoga, especially hot yoga!
Ameena said:
Hello from Tokyo Jess! I am glad your PT went well and yes it takes a long time to see results. I had to do some for my knee as well as a hand injury a while back and it was a long road but totally worth it.
Hope you have a great weekend!
Jennifer said:
I can’t wait to see what this physical therapy will do for you. I have high hopes that it can get you back to your normal life. It’s inspiring to hear you say that running isn’t everything and that if it is hurting your body, you are fine doing other exercises. I have noticed that my pain in my knee increases when I run and the last thing I want is a knee replacement down the road. I’m starting to think that my body may not be cut out for running either. But I agree with you that sometimes you have to be okay with issues that are not beneficial to you. So thanks for this wonderful post.
theprocessofhealing said:
Thank you girl!!!!!! I’m sorry to hear that you have knee issues but you know, you just gotta listen to your body! I know how awesome running is but there are SO many fun ways to stay active and fit!
Tina said:
Yay for feeling good about the PT. I also am happy to hear that while you are excited to get back to running, that isn’t what you are focused on right now. Also, that you don’t plan to be as gung-ho about it afterwards to watch out for overtraining and things. All very useful lessons from this experience. That arm cardio machine sounds really interesting. I’m glad you had that option and it showed you that you are still very fit. 🙂
Courtney said:
Arm bikes are pretty cool. 🙂 I’m glad your appointment went well, and YEs popcorn is SO addicting! At least it’s a whole grain though, right? 🙂
theprocessofhealing said:
Precisely 😉
Katherine: What About Summer? said:
Wow talk about successful day of training. That’s amazing you’re able to do all that. What type of protein is the Jay Robb’s that you use?
Have the best weekend ever!
Katherine
Katherine: What About Summer? said:
PS: amazing that you get packages of yum from england
luvtoeat said:
Glad your first PT session went well. Keep at it and keep doing the exercises they’re giving you. I’m doing PT right now and I’d have to say it wasn’t helping much at first but these couple of days I’m starting to feel less pain in my back. Just keep the faith and keep at it with the exercises. So glad to hear things are headed in the right direction now.
Good for you for keeping an open mind and not limiting yourself to only running. Baby steps, baby steps. Keep staying strong and keep up the great fight!
theprocessofhealing said:
Thank you for the comment!!! That makes me feel a bit better about the PT. I’m not giving up but it is hard when it’s painful and you aren’t seeing progress yet! I’m glad your is going well though!!!
Lauren @ Eat, Drink, and Be Hopeful said:
I am so happy you start PT. I start on MAY 5th, and I can not wait! I am the exact as you-I want to run, but it’s the last thing I care about right now. I just want to get back to being able to walk normally again. Thankfully I’m not on crutches anymore, but still am in this huge heavy boot for 2 more weeks. Can’t wait to start PT. I hope you are feeling a little better after your appt. We will be there soon!!!!!
theprocessofhealing said:
Thank you!!!! I bet you can’t wait! You’re going to be out of that boot and walking in NO time!! But I know what you mean, injuries really put things into perspective!
Jolene (www.everydayfoodie.ca) said:
I have never had a male doctor look at anything other than my throat 🙂
That is great that your aerobic endurance is still good!!
I wish you all the best in your healing girl 🙂